hmm....

nothing much to do... tooooooo boring... and dun quite have the mood to study...
u know... maths had always a haunting subject to me...
praise the gods... as the DM is still kinda mild... to a math's nub like me~

talk abt yesterday~, nothing interesting~
me,YY, and JS, went out to fetch CC from train station~
Serena was sick~ so~ she stayed at home~
that trip was seriously... not nice...
we went to eat after the fetching thing~
at 1st~ tht auntie that bring us the menu~
She juz simply threw the menus toward our table~
well~ rite~ as the boss of the restaurant... she might have the guts to do so...
secondly... we order drinks... we asked what type of drinks they serve...
well... its another auntie... that speaks real "gently", hardly can hear what she had spoke... juz in the moment we was thinking what to drink... CC said ice tea...
and the auntie just simply decide... "u other 3 also ice tea lar" and walked away...
I SAY WTF!!!
guess i dont have to mention about the dish serving attitude rite?
one WORD! SUCK!
honestly, the food and price are too good to be banned... but the fkin attitude of em... they are more than enough to be BANNED!!!
phew~ end of the restaurant story~


talk about restaurant~
i've been trying to go in the "Main Ikan" thing~
was hooked on the restaurant city game~
but it seems that the "Main Ikan" Dun like me.... T.T

so~ i decided to go other ppl's blog to have a look~
what i wanna say was... normally i will read every post they've wrote~
IF! and only IF! their writing style~ or shud say as their way of expressing themselves are interesting enuf~
well~ barely can find some blogger's who actually writes something boring~
well... take me as an exception pls~

everytime i surf through blogs~
1st i'll click on the shortcut of ZH's blog~
for he has the complete Blog list that i wanna visit after his'~
well then~ juz right click and open in new tab~ for all of those blogs i wanna go~
read~ i usually briefly scan through the new posts~
and read through if i found it interesting~

well well~ time to speak out the main thing~
every time i read a post... my mind will flew away~ having strange thoughts flying over~
COMMENTS! yes! thats it~ i happened to have went through many times~
typing a long long long long long comment that formed by my deepest words~
yet~ i chose not to post em~
coz... i dun like to have some comments that might affect others' choice~
well~ cant bear to take the blame, if something went wrong with my suggestions or comments~

hereby i say~~~ lets spam Cbox instead of leaving comments Dudes!
heartless while harmless~

but geez~ i wonder who would come here to read~ =P

BK!!!!

BK stands for!!! BACK!!!

nuuuu~

it's a bahasa kebangsaan~

have that paper today...
dam swt with it's objective questions...

well~
juz letme show one of the example~


Sekiranya suami mendapat gelaran Tan Sri, isterinya mendapat sapaan?

A. Puan
B. Puan Sri
C. Toh Puan
D. Tan Puan Sri

Hell!!! tell me the answer!!!
how would this kind of question came out in exam!!!!

and i cant believe i missed the YC session with TC's dudes and gals...
juz to sleep earlier for this crappy paper...
and and... it's a 2.5 hour run =X
i din manage to finish the essay before the last 30 minutes...
and hell i was freezing in there!!!

neway~ 2 more papers to go~
juz get over it~ XD

没让你知道过的东西...

可能很多人都不知道，我讨厌等，很不喜欢等，

吃东西？
如果要等的话，无论那边的东西有多好吃，我也不会去，
就算是下了单，我还是会叫他们cancel就算了，

耳机？
通常出门前我一定会先想想，待会儿要去的地方会不会让我等？
如果要的话，我肯定会带上耳机。

烟？
其实每次吃糖时，都在想，到底喜欢吃糖多点，还是喜欢吸烟多点？
不懂呢。。。
只知道，出门肯定带烟，因为万一得等的时候，烟，是唯一陪我的。

电话？
很多人也应该不懂，我其实很不喜欢用电话吧？
有时没必要，就不会带上电话出门，
就算用，大多数都是打信息。
很少接电话，就算是电话在身边，
就算是调了无震动，无铃声，还那么巧陪我看见，还是不会接。
别问为什么。。。
我也不懂。。。
所以，写信息来就算了，
我会看，想回的时候自然会回你~
但，记得直接写重点，
那些说：“嗨”，“你得空吗？”
之类的，绝对不会引起我回信息的。

打游戏？
对，最近都狂玩。。。因为都没人陪，不玩还能做什么？
结果都搞到不懂是你冷落我，还是我冷落你了~

嗯，以上是我的一些平时的性格~

还有的，是想对你说的，

有时说，去找你，约定了时间，
比如说十点吧？
我通常都会9.50就出现的了，
可是，已经很多次了，
到了你家大门，吸两根烟，再等，你都不会出现，
然后，我当然走咯。。。
你说应该再打一次电话跟你说我到了？
没带，就算有，肯定也不会打，因为生气了。

很多次你问我，刚才有没有来找你，
我都说打游戏，或者睡着了，所以没依约定的时间去找你，
因为都不想让你知道我生气了。。。

渐渐的，变得不喜欢跟你约定时间，因为结果都一样，
是这样吗？不懂呢。。。
可能吧。。。
因为写信息你可能听不见，打电话也可能没接，
很多次了，到你家门，打电话，等，没出现。。。
就直接走了。。。干脆不见面了。。。
你打电话来，肯定不会接，因为怕会吵架。。。

慢慢地，想你，很想很想，可是却不想去找你，
有段时间，因为发生了点事情，跟你吵架了，跟你的第一次吵架呢。。。
刻意不找你，竟然发现，你不会来找我。。。

终于忍不住，直接跟你说了，想你来找我，
可是呢。。。等到睡着了。。。
原来呢，你在我睡着的时间来过。。。
那是你第一次等不着我吧？

之后呢，以为你会来找我，可是也没有吧？
很多时都刻意经过你家门，好像都没巧遇你过。。。

之前一次，送你搭火车回家，当然知道你离开的时间咯。。。
然后考试期间，也刻意经过你家门口，在想你几时回来。。。
可是，你都没说吧？
上了你的部落格。。。
一天上好多好多次。。。
还只是看见“闭关”的那个post。。。
直到再过几天，才发现多了好多个post。。。
原来你回来了吗？
我生气了吗？
好像是生气了吧。。。

终于气消了。。。
想找你。。。
才发现，你回KL了~
原来~也没跟我说~
呵~我又生气了吗？
真的不懂了~
心情好平静~

只想说，如果我之前说得太抽象了~
现在，总解释了吧？
所以说，如果还不明白我想要什么~
我们就到此为止了~

无言。。。

不对吧。。。
开始不懂是对你，还是对自己无言了。。。

跟你说了，我都在这里，在等你，等你来找我，
而不是想你打电话来，又或者是MSN,更不想上你的部落格，
怎的要上你的部落格才能知道你回去了？
怎的要上你的部落格才能知道你回来了？

发生什么事了？
不知道。。。

只想再一次跟你说我在等你，
如果你没办法明白的话，
我想，到此为止了。。。

Random~

Random~ how could a word as random as "Random" could be a title of my post?
like hell i would knew that~

it's just a silly thought, suddenly had an urge to sign in my blog~
even tho I've forgotten it for quite sometimes~

i think could be the random movie i bumped in when i went to the Mamak,
well~ i slept like 12 hours, woke up at 2am, found that i haven ate anything through the day~ decided to go for some food~
never thought that would bump into fish, joe and serena~
they were there too~

was watching a movie, that the title are unknown~
it's about a few females, each with a problem with their life, i think the author is trying to bring out their life, by using books as a medium, more like a simile of life~

Serena said that the actress was weird, while joe was like ignoring the movie, Fish said they are complicated, and prefer fictions instead, while i said, it is human~ what their doing was juz normal humans~ XD

i was thinking, things that they're doing are so random, yet still so human to me,
a person as random as me, do i still looks/sounds/being seen like a human?
yeah~ i think so~ juz found the answer randomly~

as the words bang to my head~
i asked my self~
"Is there exist things such as Inhuman?"
well~ i guess it's perspective is too wide to be discuss about~
i would say~
"How could you say that things that done by a Human can be say as Inhuman?"
yeah~ could be said like that~ sometimes~
it's just a matter of the point of view of different individuals~
"Right? or Wrong?"
no such thing~ can be right, or wrong~

yeah~ i guess you, that are reading this might not understand what i wanna say~
even me, myself doesn't know what I'm talking about~

i guess that's how the person that dears me get hurt...
well~ i tried to change myself, at least a little~
but well~ guess this is what i am after all~

我又没睡了~

呵~
不习惯吧？
突然间身边的那个人变成了个不会说话的熊~
所以我常打它，因为它不跟我说话。。。
唱歌给它听它也听不见。。。
又不能陪我吃饭。

你走了后，本以为会比较自由。
至少会回到自己的生活节拍吧？
但原来不是，会不由自主的发呆，很容易不爽。。。
睡不着。。。

再多几个小时她就回来了~
可是呢~
我应该要开始忙了吧？
好奇怪的时间安排~
可是你回来了就好，你在，就好了。

情人节礼物~
以前有收过~都是比较物质的东西~
今年的，我没有送~
反之，你却送了我一个瓶子，一个充满愿望的瓶子~
而且，你还限定不能给我看~
可是~还是看了~~~

你的愿望我都看见了，你写了很多，可是目的只有一个~
你说希望你离开后我再开来看，为的，就是挽回我的心吧？
哪怕是只有那渺茫的机会？

我写了最后的空白纸条哦~
很郁闷~为什么会写漏的呢？
特地的？还是真的命运安排好，留下来让我写的呢？

开始发现，你对我的爱，就好像那瓶子里的纸条~~~
你的纸条和我的纸条的比例~是99对1的比例~
证明你爱我多很多很多... >.<

我的房里，甚至还有你的熊，你亲手缝的布娃娃，你的衣服~你的味道~你的头发~
而我，好像什么都没给你呢。。。

对不起哦。。。

哦！！！久违了~~~

本少爷移驾了~
到了金宝了咧~

其实是比开学早到了一个星期~
早点来习惯下环境嘛~~
晒黑了一点~也有瘦了那么一点点啦~
因为。。。生活太健康了啦~
每天无聊时就打扫下家里~
然后在没有下雨的傍晚就去跑步~
有进步咧~可以跑很远一下了~
烟？抽少了~
有少啦~三天两包酱咯~

挺开心的啦~
习惯晚上去找我的女人~
就算是很普通地谈谈天~（前提：枕着她的大腿）也很爽了~
跟她借了好几本书~分享了些她看过的~

嗯。。。很奇怪的人咯~这边~
跑步遇见同样在跑步的学生们~就很愉快地说了声"hi!!"
那懂换来的是两道白眼~
我心想“妈的！“
那里有酱的人啦。。。
半夜总有精力过剩的人在鬼叫。。。
我发誓，再来一次的话，我会先好声好气的先劝劝~
第二次？报警了咯~还给脸？

嗯~挺忙的咯~上课。。。
人山人海用在学校里很贴切。。。
反而在学校见不着人的话才有鬼~
连外面卖经济饭的店都很早就把菜卖完了。。。

还有。。。唯一这里给我最强烈的感觉。。。
就是。。。

很冷！！！

停笔~

重量级矮手~

不得空时~
会在哪儿猛写~
闲到不行时~却什么都不写~

假期的每一天，很空白~
没什么做的~
唯一的波动是堂哥的婚礼~

因为算命的说他得过四天大礼~
结果忙了四天~

哦！还有！Christmas Eve那天我家搞了Steamboat~
我就一直吃一直吃~从七点吃到八点多，没停过手~
然后我和哥和妹和堂姐堂妹去了牛车水~
去了那Disney的东东看看玩玩~
没什么好玩的~
但还好啦~
好歹我也拍了很多照片一下~
然后拖鞋也走烂了~
挺累咯~
那晚吃前我量过是56KG的~
第二天起床再量结果。。。
天！！！ 59KG!!!

然后连续几天因为堂哥结婚的东东，出门了几趟。。。
结果。。。又是吃吃吃。。。
然后。。。然后。。。
喜酒那天。。。六星级酒店耶。。。
又是吃吃吃。。。

结果。。。现在。。。重了~
=P
线超烂。。。迟点有心情再上传照片~
闪人~